today i thought about how my life might have been different IF my mom had more money…when i was younger i dreamed of becoming an amazing dancer or go to my competitions in horseback riding. I was great at riding! my couch told me i was the youngest shes seen in a while that had the skills to actually compete and i had such a great connection with the horses, together we could do anything, but for this hobby to become my “LIFE” i needed lots of money that my money just didn’t have, like for the cloths the travel the horses the horses gear. and for dance i could have done it all i was flexible as could be and had the energy to dance all night, but getting sick has taken this from me i have no energy i cant do much of anything now without passing out or breaking something or being sent to the ER for the hundredth time, its been so long and they still have no idea what is wrong with me.
wish life was easy :)
Why I Hate Religion, But Love Jesus || Spoken Word (by bball1989)
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